An uncanny resemblance to 舒淇 if you ask me.

Heh.

A certain someone once showed me this:





So now I'm doing exactly that.






I've been having this splitting headache since last night. After a good night's sleep it seems to have gotten worse.

This' the last straw. I've had enough of school for now. I want to forget about every[fucking]thing and go back to where I feel I really belong.

Yes, I just used the F word.




In chronological order:






















I've just spent 3200 Microsoft Points and I want more.

Have you ever felt like you're so close to losing something of great significance? That every single spoken word could be the last?
With a sense of déjà vu to rub salt into the wound?



It's terrifying.

Yesterday night I allowed myself the rare privilege of indulgence.


Pizza.

Fried chicken.

Coca cola.

Candy.


It's once in a while, and it's spent with very good friends. I guess one can loosen up a little under such circumstances.

Picture post, picture post. I just lost all my mood to write.
It's funny how they like to claim money isn't everything when every aspect of society shows otherwise.

Forget it.


















Everyone's getting back their results tomorrow.

My dad says it's not the work that's going to kill you in the future, it's the office politics.


Times have changed now.
Secondary education politics are already mutilating friendships.
Discrimination between intelligence levels and classes cannot possibly get worse.


Why do schools bother?

If this is just another way of boosting egos and giving students "a sense of responsibility", then I conclude that it's not turning out the way it was supposed to be. Like almost every other pat on the back by an adult, I for one do not believe that the previous generation were, are, or ever will be appreciative of our efforts. I don't mind if they don't actually. For I'm more than qualified to appreciate or degenerate myself, so keep to your side of the fence.

So why all this? It's not working.
So yes. Some people work so hard and top the level, and all they get are $20> bookstore vouchers? Oh yes, thank you for the opportunity on stage. You get half-wits to setup the PA system and we get completely imbalanced audio that's ten times too loud. Oh yes, and now they're proclaimed the unsung heroes. And what's this? Queensway Idol??? Yes, that's definitely going to make one of us a superstar one day, I'm sure.

And has there ever been real appreciation?

Has anyone outside the Auran forums actually taken an interest in Coal County? Granted, most of the folks there prefer trains over sex, but outside the Trainz community this is definitely untrue.
Has any one of the previous generations ever praised the former Blackdusts author for her blogskins? No, although her works and digital artistry skills are positively superior than any teacher in school ten times over.

Do your own thing, and [for the love of God] stop trying to be one of us. You previous generation look like fools.




On another note, there has been some issues begging my attention of late, apart from halted construction on Wilhelmina Bay Harbour during the exams.

After giving it much serious deliberation, I have come to a conclusion.

If some things are to last, others must be sacrificed. There has never been and there will never be no such thing as having the best of both worlds. There is no single object that has no disadvantages. Yes, there may be plenty with no advantages such as things Made In China, but not the other way round. In order to ensure world peace, there is little choice.



Perhaps Nicky, life this way will be much less of a hell than it already is.